Monday, November 17, 2008

I narrated the following ghost story to JP’s school going cousins, Madhavi and Ram, during a recent visit to Chennai.

(It is to be noted that I always tell this ghost story in the first person and always request my audience not to interrupt me with questions. I tell them that the events as they happened in the story are true and are a part of who I am, and if some facts of my life seem contradictory to what I narrate, I am not to be stopped and questioned about it, no matter how strange)

My father was a priest in a temple in the Himalayas. It was a Shiva temple. We lived next to the temple. As a small child, I remember never being allowed to go out of the house on my own. I could only accompany my father to the market to buy the weekly provisions. I had no friends, I never played with other children. I never knew why. I had to satisfy myself by sitting near the window and watch the hundreds of people who would come to the temple to pray. Between the house and the temple there was an ancient Peepul tree. A woman would always sit there, alone. She would wear a white saree and leave her long, very curly hair open. Her head would be bent and she would drape the saree around her head. I never saw her face. I could sense that she was very sad. In a strange way, I was drawn to her. I could feel her loneliness.

My father would stop and talk to her both on the way to the temple and on the way home. Each time she spoke to him, she would cry. Curious, I would ask him who she was. I never got an answer. However, I persisted. My fathers routine had gone on for many years and I wanted to know who this mysterious woman was.

One day my father told me. She is a Yakshini, he said. A kind of she-demon. She lives in the tree. He told me that the way a Yakshini could be distinguished from a human was by her feet. Yakshinis feet do not touch the ground.

All of a sudden everything about my life made sense. The isolation, the unanswered questions, not being allowed to play with anyone, the lonely childhood. You see, I always thought that it was out of respect for my father that each time we went to the market, people would clear the path. Long queues would move away so that we could be first. Shopkeepers seldom took money and they averted their gaze when I or my father would speak. Out of respect, I thought. I never knew it was because my feet do not touch the ground.

Whenever I tell this story, several different reactions follow. (and mostly from adults)
1. A blank ‘I did not get you’ look.
2. A ‘ok’…duh ‘What happened next?’ look
3. A stony silence.
4. A stony silence followed by a scream.

Madhavi and Ram had reaction number 4. This was followed by them insisting that they have a look at my feet. I told them that since I was wearing sandals, my feet were off the ground anyway, so they would never know. I had to take my sandals off after that to show beyond doubt that my feet did indeed touch the ground.

They were not convinced. They are not the only ones. After telling this story so many times, I have seen that I am looked at suspiciously, from a few hours to several days after.

Really, I tell you!

Should I celebrate my success as a story teller or accept Ram’s verdict; ‘She is scary, I did not notice it before, but now I do!’

I had to spend the rest of the evening convincing them that their cousin had not married a Yakshini. I told them ways in which they could tell the story and frighten their friends. The success lies in speaking softly, sadly, giving a feeling of doom. A very good actor might even manage a tear.

Though I assure you I am no Yakshini though I do have very curly hair and can trace my ancestry to the Himalayas.

8 comments:

Jellicles said...

ahh..but the yakshis of southern india are slightly different. these are usually women who had killed themselves and as ghosts they hate men.

on dark dark nights, they would follow men...usually travellers...and waylay them. they wear white saris and their hair cascades loosely to their waists. before one sees them, one is usually assaulted by the intoxicating fragrance of flowers.

patiently, they would wait...under the trees. and when a man hears the sound of anklets on a dark dark night and especially when the air around him is heavy with the scent of jasmine, he shouldnt turn around and look for the person following him. if he does, the yakshi will surely hijack his body and soul.

and oh...have i told you what happened 15 something years ago to me? when i got married, i was taken to the temple of v's family deity. its open only two days of the week. we were waiting for the priests to open the door when i went to explore the area. this is pre dawn, ok?.... and the temple was in the outskirts of a remote village.

near the temple tank, i saw six women...wet saris and all..each one of them had a pot of water on their waist. one of them looked at me and smiled. i smiled back. i hiked back to the car and told my mother in law that they were going to open the temple doors soon. when we trudged to the temple, the doors were still shut.

an hour later, the priests arrived. i told them about the women and they said that it was impossible because there was no water in that tank..that it is bone dry and that it has been drained of all water for a few years now. it was true..i checked on the way back to the car.

but i saw those women. they were wet and they were carrying water. noone believes me, of course.

Yasmine Claire said...

oooh..creepy!

Jellicles said...

there are a lot of non vedic goddesses in southern india...they usually rule the plagues and diseases(like smallpox etc). mariamman, isakki etc are dravidian goddesses. isakki is the dravidian version of the sanskrit yakshini. both are tree spirits that crave blood sacrifices. red is her colour and there is usually a 'pala' or banyan tree nearby...while yakshnis are ghost like spirits, these goddesses are fierce, but also 'maternal'. villagers usually place offerings to keep her happy. little cradles are tied to the trees asking for progeny. i think the idea is that if the goddess herself blesses the unborn child, the child will be safe from the pox and other diseases that were deadly in the olden days.

the male version is called ayyanar..these are guardian spirits that ride horses and guard the villages where they are evoked. usually near the village temple, you'll find gigantic ayyanar statues...riding a horse and painted in fantastic and garish colours. it is said that they come to life in the night and patrol the village to protect it from robbers and murderers.

there is a temple in mylapore called mundagakanniamman..its ancient. there is a mythology to the temple that most people dont know. hundreds of years ago, there was no temple there...just a tree and a stone underneath it depicting the spirit that was worshipped there. she is a warrior spirit goddess. every male from that village when called to go to war as a soldier makes a promise to her that he will return victorious. if he fails..i.e. doesnt emerge from the war/battle/conflict as the victor or if he fled from the fight, he will come back to the tree to be punished for breaking his promise and word of honour.

the punishment was self inflicted. he'd nail his hair to the tree and will ask to be flogged until he expires. even today, if you go there, you'll see the remains of that old tree and nails sticking from it.

i love ghost stories, but i love more the stories of living places where ghoss linger. and south indian temples are where you can find them.

now..if you shift a little and come to the other side of the kerala border, it gets even better!

you could try a wiki search for mariamman, isakki, ayyanar, sudalai madan etc. they got pictures, luv..:)

JP said...

You are sinister people!

Jellicles said...

there is a fascinating book called the village gods of south india by rev.henry whitehead. its an indian publication. check it out if you can grab one!

Yasmine Claire said...

ooh yummy!!! thanks a ton Jellicles!

Alexis said...

Dear Yasmine,
Your wonderful husband, whom I know from the World Literature Forum, told me about your blog!
I love ghost stories of nearly all kinds, and this one is unforgettable! You are truly a masterful story-teller; indeed, my interest did not let up for a moment! I'll look forward to reading more of your posts, and I've bookmarked your site.

I would love it if you included a photo of yourself in your profile. I can only imagine how lovely Jayaprakash's Yasmine must be!

Best wishes,
Alexis

Yasmine Claire said...

will put a pic :)...of course the story is an indian ghost story and is not my original story. I wish though that i could write a really creepy story!